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Monday, July 21, 2014

Her Hands




Her hands held me gently from the day I took my first breath.
Her hands helped to guide me as I took my first step.


Her hands held me close when the tears would start to fall.
Her hands were quick to show me that she would take care of it all.


Her hands were there to brush my hair, or straighten a wayward bow.
Her hands were often there to comfort the hurts that didn't always show.


Her hands helped hold the stars in place, and encouraged me to reach.
Her hands would clap and cheer and praise when I captured them at length.


Her hands would also push me, though not down or in harm's way.
Her hands would punctuate the words, just do what I say.


Her hands sometimes had to discipline, to help bend this young tree.
Her hands would shape and mould me into all she knew I could be.


Her hands are now twisting with age and years of work,
Her hands now need my gentle touch to rub away the hurt.


Her hands are more beautiful than anything can be.
Her hands are the reason I am me


--- Maggie Pittman

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

The Subtle form of "ME"

“I don’t know if I have a fever, as I feel I do, or if I’ve stopped having the fever of sleeping through life. Yes, I repeat, I’m like a traveller who suddenly finds himself in a strange town, without knowing how he got there, which makes me think of those who lose their memory and for a long time are not themselves but someone else. I was someone else for a long time – since birth and consciousness – and suddenly I’ve woken up in the middle of a bridge, leaning over the river and knowing that I exist more solidly than the person I was up till now. But the city is unknown to me, the streets are new, and the trouble has no cure. And so, leaning over the bridge, I wait for the truth to go away and let me return to being fictitious and non-existent, intelligent and natural.”  - The Book of Disquiet