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Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I don’t know what to write……????????

I long for success, I long for my dreams, my fantasies.......I long for everything.......... I am tired of explaining my mood swings to others and justifying it to myself. I am tired of reading. I am tired of talking, of discussing. I am tired of my phone rings in the night…. I am tired of behaving normally. I am tired of pretending. I am tired of being social. I am tired of remaining awake. I am tired of falling asleep. . I am tired of everything and everyone….

I hate when people speak of religion. When they say I am a Hindu, I am a Muslim, I am Christian and moreover when they say I am a Mallu, a Punjabi, a Kashmiri….Some how this feeling has not sunk deep inside me...I still have some questions….What do religions teach? Still need to know……………………………………………………

3 comments:

Raj Shekhar Jeeee said...

Honestly, I feel this post should NOT have seen the light of the day. It sounds pretty much gloomy and sulken.
I feel that such moments of despair do come in everyone's life at most junctures. Some situations demand action,some require patience and still some require INACTION - just stand still to see the storm passby.
Wish such tense moments dont come very frequently in your life.
God Bless

bhavin said...

have a break. have a kitkat!
:) kidding...
anyway, I wish (or I rather I strongly feel) that when you will be reading this comment, the post will be completely irrelevant to your mood at that time!!!
take care
:)

S.Mahathi said...

Same here even i feel the same about religion....
y did they ever differentiate the people into religions....